Every day we go through so much. Some days are easier and others harder. Right now, my life is a bit complicated. And, that together with Bipolar disorder makes life interesting. Today that meant trying to say what I feel, but also to keep it civil. This, since my mind, wants me to be a raving lunatic at this someone. Going for a run then is a good thing. It gets me outside and shuts my mouth. But on the downside, I might go a bit too fast... Like today.
Today was "Test day". I was both annoyed at someone, and also wanted to run 5 km below 30 min. So, I went out too fast. I knew that from the start and tried to lower my speed. I so wanted to go fast. In the end, I had to walk two short stretches during the second part of the run. Despite that, I actually did the 5 km in 29 min 40 seconds. I am flabbergasted.
The run was hard, and I had to fight against myself. Focusing on me running. Listening to a book was a distraction, and my body burned. But I did it. Seeing that 5 km time is a major boost to my mind! Although, my threshold pace and heart rate didn't improve.
When home I did some strength training. This is the one part of the program I don't enjoy. The upside is that I do notice the difference in my body, and that is cool.
Today's run in total with warmup and cooldown: 7,2 km in 44 min.
Today's book: Christmas at the Island Hotel by Jenny Colgan.












